When I look to you...

When I look to you I can’t explain what happens to me!

You make me see the blue in the gray sky…

You make my smile lingers on my face…

With you, my eyes shine like that star in the sky.

You brought to my life some grace.

I love everything on you even your faults…

That make me freak out.

What if ... ?

There’s a question I feel afraid about it : “ How are you?”…

Hum… How am I?

What if I can’t answer this simple question?

What if I don’t know the answer? 

What if I closed my eyes and stopped existing for an endless moment?

What if I could just disappear?

What if I didn’t wake up and slept forever?

Just tell me:

What if … ? 

It won't be forever!

Cold and dark night,

Here I am again and you’re not by my side.

I can’t see anything in front of me…

So, I just close my eyes…

Tears rain inside me!

I can’t stop this storm but time will pass by…

I still believe…

I still believe everything is gonna be alright!

When I close my eyes,

I just cry inside…

But nothing is gonna be forever:

Until the day you say never, never and ever!

I know it won’t be forever. 

You have gone

My darkest days are coming now:

You have gone!

Yeah, you have gone and left all behind…

You have gone and made me cry inside…

Yeah, you have gone without looking behind…

You have gone and even didn’t say goodbye.

And I’ll be here…

Just waiting for you come back home...

In my eyes: the tears…

You left me all alone.

You’ll go and close the door…

You know that I love you…

But maybe it’ll be too late to come back

And you’ll have to wear some black. 

Without you

I’m so tired here and all that I have is just my tears…

Darkness and loneliness are my company,

You have just forgotten me …

Years go along and here I continue alone,

My soul cries for you…

Without you my sky is not blue…
Anymore!

Choices and choices... ¬¬

I’m here again. Ready to go. Ready to take a decision.

Life is made of choices and decisions. But it’s not so easy to choose when there are so few options…

What’s the right choice to take? I don’t know. Nobody knows.

And what about when the options you have are not that ones you would like to have?

Choices… they decide what it will come then.

The wrong choice may be a fatal mistake.

Gosh!

Sometimes I hate having to choose!

(...)

Just sleeping...

And the time stops…

I close my eyes…

An endless dream takes me away…

I don’t want to wake up anymore if the reality is able to make me cry.

I even don’t know any more if it’s worth continuing like this: semi-awoken, out of the air…

Running away from the reality,

Living an impossible dream to let to be just a dream,

I don’t hope for a happy future.