Just thinking a little

Just thinking a little…
So fast I could see the sun disappears
Giving place to the darkest darkness
Of the emptiness that is done in my heart.
I know the sun has to go away,
Nothing is in vain.
There are things that just now I can understand.
There’s always some reason although we think the contrary…
Sometimes, it seems the sky will fall down
And the rain will be eternal…
The time stops and the darkness seems to be endless
But there’s a star that’s shining non-stop.
When everything seems so over, it’s just the restarting of something that was wrong.
It’s so hard to look behind when the frightened of realizing that maybe everything was built on a mistake of believing on illusion causes the regretting…
The single thing I’ll have to do is go ahead cause it can’t erase or forget what was left behind…
I’m going living the false “by chances” that are proportioned at each born and reborn of the sun,
The rain I see falls,

Each star I realize shining so strong when the darkness seems to be eternal.
I feel the wind touches me, I let it take me to any place where I can find myself and realize that finally I’m part of that place…
It’s thoughts that come and go… life happens by chance without so many explanations…
I’ll continue here, looking for the answers that maybe I’ll never have.