A tear

A tear fell from my look…
A tear that made me get on real…
A tear of sadness and missing at the same time…
A tear fell when I thought about the possibility of never again find you...Time passes, things change but the love I feel will go on…
Time’s not able to erase the love…
Even after death:
Love will become eternal day after day.
A tear fell and from my look will always fall a tear every time I remember you’re so far away, in other horizon…
A tear will fall from my look because I’ll never let of loving you.
This eternal missing will torment me forever and ever.
And, how much I try on… I’ll never be used to live without you…
Without you here the world seems to fall down…
Without you here I’ll never be completely happy.
Today a tear fell from my look.

Just thinking a little

Just thinking a little…
So fast I could see the sun disappears
Giving place to the darkest darkness
Of the emptiness that is done in my heart.
I know the sun has to go away,
Nothing is in vain.
There are things that just now I can understand.
There’s always some reason although we think the contrary…
Sometimes, it seems the sky will fall down
And the rain will be eternal…
The time stops and the darkness seems to be endless
But there’s a star that’s shining non-stop.
When everything seems so over, it’s just the restarting of something that was wrong.
It’s so hard to look behind when the frightened of realizing that maybe everything was built on a mistake of believing on illusion causes the regretting…
The single thing I’ll have to do is go ahead cause it can’t erase or forget what was left behind…
I’m going living the false “by chances” that are proportioned at each born and reborn of the sun,
The rain I see falls,

Each star I realize shining so strong when the darkness seems to be eternal.
I feel the wind touches me, I let it take me to any place where I can find myself and realize that finally I’m part of that place…
It’s thoughts that come and go… life happens by chance without so many explanations…
I’ll continue here, looking for the answers that maybe I’ll never have.

Dreaming…

Dreaming is necessary even if everything seems so wrong…
Believing in dreams is the first step…
Once time I had forgotten that I have to believe in my dreams but thank God I’ve realized that it’s not worth living without dreaming. Now I can say I believe in myself and nothing will ever change this! I don’t know if my dreams are possible to become true but I won’t give up about them.
Never, no way, ever I’ll doubt and underestimate the power of : ‘I’d like that’. I just live every day of my life… that’s it.
And this is just one more observation of mine.

Tears...

Tears on my face:
They fall non-stop and I can't explain why...
It's complicated when we don't find the life's grace.
Tears that come and go...
Tears falling on my face.
Sometimes reality can make us cry.

I just love you!

I see you and I can't avoid it...
Your smile shows me how weak I am...
It's not complicated to understand...
But it's impossible to explain it.


I don't feel my feet if you look to me...
I stay without words to say...
I don't know what to do if you're not here...
You're my life's grace...There's no way.


Even if we are far away, I know you'll be there...
Whenever I close my eyes I can have you in my dreams...
Call me fool, I don't care...
I just love you!

Run away

Sometimes I wished I could run away...
Run away to so far way...
Run away to some place where nobody can find me.
I've run away without leaving out from here...
I've run away to inside of my being!

By my side....

When the sky is falling around me,
I feel everything is so wrong...
You've been always beside me,
You''ve been coming along.

Wherever I go I can see you
You're alaways here inside
I'll never forget you
You'll always be by my side.

I see a tear in my look everytime I wish you were here...
Everytime I close my eyes I can imagine you with me...
They can call me crazy but I don't mind...
I just wanna you always by my side!

Suzane S. Gonçalves